The Rosy Side of Things

I have some important news for my readers. I am taking a leave of absence for the near future. Am I okay? No. Which is hard to admit, but I'm really not. This much needed break is because my levels of stress have reached an astronomical high, and I'm not coping with it the way that I should. I'm done trying to deny that it exists and deluding myself into thinking that I can do this myself and continue on the path I've been on. It wasn't until I was driving home after a four hour shift at work and I realized about three or four times during that very short drive that I couldn't recall how I got there and if I had run lights or anything. It honestly scared me. I've been to the doctors way too many times to count in the last couple of months all due to stress induced infections, sicknesses, fractures and more. Basically my body is screaming for me to give myself a break. If I'm not careful I'm going to really permanently damage myself.

Will I come back? You can bet on it. I just need to focus on me for a bit.

Will you be on SL? Probably not much at all. The way to get a hold of me if you want to would be through my avies FB.

What about your sponsors? I am SO appreciative of them! They are the bread and butter of my blog. We will see if they will take me back after my LOA or if I need to make some new connections. No hard feelings on my part though, I just appreciate the opportunities I was given and I enjoyed them while I had them.

As my last hurrah for awhile I've done this blog post for you guys. The outfit that I am wearing is a new design that my sponsor 1 Hundred has made! Check them out in their main store! Happy Shopping everyone, until next time ♥

Hair: Joy by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeliner: Royals Liner by sixx

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Brutal Combat by Identity Body Shop

Outfit: Stone Cold by 1 Hundred

Pose: Hella Cute VOL 2 5 by FoxCity

One has the trots... and I have an infection :( Winter isn't going as planned as I can see. As my partner is playing with my adorable dorkus of a dog... I am trying to not be nauseous from the medication I have been put on for the next seven days. So forgive me if my posts aren't very up and happy. There's only this last day for this round of Suicide Dollz! Catch it while you can!

Update - Was throwing up all night with other unmentionable things D: Woke up with a fever as well... was a rough day. Sorry about the late post y'all.

Hair: Lilo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Royals Liner by sixx

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Outfit: Dana Set by Blueberry

Tattoo: Wish by RedFish @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Oki Doki 7 by FoxCity

I made a fancy looking post, but I don't have anything fancy to say today. I will say at least though that we have some new goodies from Suicide Dollz! I've got a busy day ahead of me so I'm sorry to keep it short ♥ Happy shopping!

Hair: JoJo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Royals Liner by sixx

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Necklace: Soiree Necklace by Pixicat

Rings: Luxy Rings by **RE**

Nails: Rock Nails by Astralia

Dress: Clarette by Zephyr @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Breather 7 by FoxCity

So Winter Storm Harper decided to be an a-hole and make the plains of South Dakota a frozen wasteland.... the only thing that irks me is that the schools here are letting the children go.. back in my day it would have to be -16 during the day or the snow would be impeding people getting their cars out in order for schools to let out. I guess the school system is a bunch of pussies now Lol. Little brats. Anyways, I've got a set from Suicide Dollz that is sure to please my kinksters! Get it before it's gone! ♥

Do Re Mi ♥ For my close friend

Hair: Gwendalynn by Spellbound

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Royals Liner by sixx

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Mystic Rose by Taox Tattoo

Chain: Smile by Pervette @ Vanity

Outfit & Accessories: Bird by {LP} @ Suicide Dollz

Pose 1: Thirsty 6 by FoxCity

Pose 2: Editorial V2 1 by FoxCity

I'm sorry that I"m not super duper talkative tonight, I'm currently typing and playing with a needy puppy as well. She's been feeling a bit sad because of our work schedules and so I try to stay up with her as long as I can and give her some much needed attention. As well as text my partner while he's at work during his night shift. I'm exhausted so I'm going to cut it short tonight.

I've got some goodies for my readers during the last day of the round! So go get these before they're gone!

Hair: Rumor by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeliner: Royals Liner by sixx @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Misery by I&R @ Suicide Dollz

Outfit: Dress Manou by SySCa @Suicide Dollz

Rings: Maeve Bento by {Curve} @ Suicide Dollz

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Pose: Breather 1 by FoxCity

As I am sitting here in a laundromat, I can't help but think of how much stuff I actually do on a day to day basis. That I might actually deserve a break every once and awhile instead of putting my days off as days to do everything. I'm just not used to actually helping myself and putting forth the effort to actually relax. Seems strange right? That's my life so far. Endless work (and barley enough hours to float and to not send myself to the hospital at the same time), countless amount of cleaning, chores, daily life, not seeming like a recluse to other people, and of course spending time with my partner and loving, darling baby Roxy. Hopefully I'll start falling into a system soon.

Anyways, I've got some goodies for my readers as well!

Hair: Lilo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeliner: Royals Liner by sixx @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Outfit: Sexy Oxania by SL @ Suicide Dollz

Tattoo: Text Me by RedFish @ Suicide Dollz

Heels: Fairytale Platforms Black by Vale Koer

Pose: Naughty & Nice Prop 6 by FoxCity

If there is one positive to this snow storm, it would have to be that somehow my stuff gets done. I am super productive and I just can't help but be so. Even if I don't want to be. The wins that I have today are just getting the dog some new bedding, finding out dates, seeing how expensive stuff is and of course returning things as well. The only thing I haven't achieved yet would be figuring out why my phone isn't working again.. probably has to do with the fact somehow it ended up smashed into my camper door as the wind was trying to take the door away. 

I of course have some last minute goodies for those who want to ring in the new year! So this is the last day to get those gacha goodies from Suicide Dollz! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Diamond by ISON

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Eyeshadow YVI by LeLuck @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Outfit: Drunk NY Gacha by THIS IS WRONG @ Suicide Dollz

Tattoos: Diva by RedFish

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Heels: Sophia by Cheeky @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Thirsty 6 by FoxCity

With the impending winter storm coming upon us here... the only thing to do is to actually celebrate Christmas for what it is and hope that we aren't actually getting 16 inches of snow. So not only are we preparing for dinners and other fun things to do, but to also brave the impending snow and winter weather that looks like has finally come. I guess the end of December finally brings the proper weather.

I do of course have some more things from Suicide Dollz that my readers can come snag! My readers can get this before the round is over a couple days before the end of the month! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Bree by Limerence

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Eyeshadow YVI by LeLuck @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Earrings: Claire by Joplino

Necklace: Fenicottero Necklace by Astralia

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Dress: Santa Dress by I<3F

Shoes: Shoe with Chain (Lace Bodysuit and shoes with chain by SL @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Lean 4 by FoxCity

I'm not sure if I want the holidays to be over with... or just stay longer. While at my job I get tired of people asking me stupid questions and assuming that they know things more than I do, I realize that yes... I really do want Christmas to either be over with or people to actually understand the actual meaning of these holidays. I'm half exhausted right now from a very long shift and I have to go to the podiatrist in the morning because I have a spur in possibly both my feet and i need to verify that I will have this problem for the rest of my life.

I have some new goodies from Suicide Dollz that my readers can get from the new round! Happy shopping ♥

Hair: Teila by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Outer Space Shimmer Eyeshadow by LeLuck @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Sweater: Holiday Sweater by sixx @ Suicide Dollz

Pants: DWL Classic by Blueberry

Boots: Cozy Boots by OA-MEO @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: VOL2 4 by FoxCity

I went outside this morning to take out some trash and clean out my vehicle and I saw the most spectacular sight one could see in winter. The trees were frozen over and it was beautiful. Like an icicle forest. Most people in the winter opt to not be awake this early and go out and about walking to the dumpster, but I chose to. Even though I live in the city right now, it gives me a taste of what it's somewhat like to be out in the mountains with the trees all this way. Most people don't give winter a chance as a beautiful season, but it truly is... minus the black ice, sleet, and freezing rain. Just like any other season, there's always a downfall to it. So as the weather fluctuates and everything thaws, ices over then thaws again.. I am reminded of how animals have to deal with this everyday. If they can do it, surely I can as well.

I have a few items from my sponsors today that ought to get attention! First and foremost is this aura that I have about me which of course is a new mini magic hud called Spectrum! Deadly Nightshade has been working hard at it again and has come up with some fabulous ways to take on your opponents. There are a handful of options to choose from but of course I took the more picturesque route and stuck with the aura! This calming aura can either strike fear into your enemies or simply just make the other player know that you have the Spectrum hud on. My readers can get this from the Spectrum Event Exclusively! Then of course I have a few items from Suicide Dollz of course! If it weren't for them I couldn't have tied this photo together properly with this punk look! My readers can get these cool new items at the new round of Suicide Dollz! Then of course I have an honorable mention for Pervette with an oldie but a goodie of theirs! My readers can snag this item at the main store of Pervette! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Polly by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Everyday Matt Eyeshadow Fiona by [LeLuck] @ Suicide Dollz

Earrings: Dream Catcher Earrings by Astralia

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Hoodie: Kishara Black Hoodie by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Rings: Wings of Love by Code 5

Chain: Delicate Cross by Pervette

Shorts: Caro Shorts by Delirium

Boots: Jolly Sneakers With Garter by Pacagaia @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: On Point 4 by FoxCity

Aura: Spectrum Aura by Deadly Nightshade @ Spectrum Event

I've been saying to customers that we've been lucky to have a small break from snow before December.. but damn here comes the storm! It hasn't hit yet where I'm at, but I'm going to find out how well my camper will do up against a snow storm! So I say bring it on, and lets do this! Anyways, while I am goading on a very fierce snow storm... I do have some goodies for my readers to soak up!  Today is the last day of the current Suicide Dollz round! So make sure to get in there and pick up these exclusive items before they are gone! Happy Shopping and good luck to us Northerners!

Hair: Bree by Limerence

Head: Catya by Catwa

Makeup: Soft Smoke Eyeshadow Jayleen by [LeLuck] @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Snow Flurry Body Pain by MooLoo @ Suicide Dollz

Dress: Trinity Rose Long Dress by Addams

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Rings: Alohomora Rings by Astralia

Stocking Heels: Esme Boots Black by CandyDoll

Pose: Made Up 1 by FoxCity

I was excited to see that butterfly wings were in the this round of Suicide Dollz! I have to say, I've never really found a decent pair of wings until now! Most are either horribly expensive or just not good at all... well my readers, I have a solution for you! These wings come with an amimated hud and of course some static poses! Sorry... I'm just really in love with these wings! I'm watching the snowflakes drop one by one outside, it's finally winter here! We got spoiled (since last winter was an eight month winter) and winter came late! Just hoping that it wont' last as long! My readers can snag these cute goodies I have at the Suicide Dollz event! Only a few days to go, so don't delay!

On another note... I got a huge stomach virus :s It sucks!

Happy Shopping ♥ 

Hair: Jenna by RunAway

Head: Catya by Catwa

Makeup: Soft Smoke Eyeshadow Jayleen by [LeLuck] @ Suicide Dollz

Piercings: Miriam Ears Piercings by **RE**

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Rings: Alohomora Rings by Astralia

Wings: Fairy Costume Wings by Razor @ Suicide Dollz

Outfit: Wendy by sass @ Suicide Dollz

Shoes: Bunnys by OA - M.E.O @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Observe 3 by FoxCity

I got my camper sized Christmas Tree up and went through all my decorations the other night. It was happy and sad at the same time going through all the memories I had made with loved ones and of course those that are deceased. I just have to make new ones... which also includes putting my baby (her picture) on the tree as well. Just have to keep my head up and realize that not everything has to be dwelled upon. Anyways, enough of my gloom and doom... I have an item from Suicide Dollz that my readers can pick up on the last couple of days of the event! The new round will start on the first of December so get shopping! ♥

Hair: Ciara by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Makeup: Empire by The Face

Piercings: Miriam Ears Piercings by **RE**

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Bomb Fire by Identity Body Shop

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Rings: Alohomora Rings by Astralia

Shirt: Steffanie Shirt by .Winged. @ Suicide Dollz

Pants: DWL Classic by Blueberry

Pose: Night Owl 3 by FoxCity

As I am typing, my boyfriend and dog are playing on the bed and he's going back and forth while the dog is trying to get him. It is VERY noisy and adorable at the same time. My dog is about a year and a half old and she has an adolescent laugh still! It's so cute. We also found out that she is afraid of puppies and kittens! It's adorably sad. We have to find a way to show her not to be afraid of them. 

Anyways, I have some more goodies for my readers! I have a couple more blog posts lined up for my readers after this, but you guys will have to wait until the next couple of days. So I have a mostly Suicide Dollz post for my readers! Ya'll better snag this up before the round ends this Friday!!

Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Polly by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Earrings: Taeyeon Earrings Gold by Random Matter

Piercing: Kelsey Septum by *PKC* @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Outfit: Paolla Hoodie Dress by Pacagaia @ Suicide Dollz

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails 

Shoes: Joe Sneakers by Pacagaia @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Hella Cute VOL 2 2 by FoxCity

 

Interestingly enough, camper life suits me 100%. The only thing that really sucks about it is that winterization is annoying. Other than that I'm excited to get on with my journey in March! For now though I'm grounded here in South Dakota until the winter is over, just in case! Traveling isn't the wisest in the winter. So hopefully it won't be another eight month long winter, I might actually murder the weather then. Other than that, I am catching up considering I have been without decent internet for a bit, that and setting up this Camper. Thank goodness for permanent solutions finally! 

Anyways! I have some goodness from Suicide Dollz! My readers can snag up the rest of this round at the Suicide Dollz event! I will be sending some more posts your way my readers! 

Also! Last but not least, since the entire Flickr fiasco.. (having to pay for it etc, go check it out if you haven't yet) I have decided to use up what's left of my Flickr space until I run out, which I have elected to pick up an Instagram &  Pixel VR account! I'll put in some links below to that! ♥ PixelVR is completely Second Life user run from the sounds of it, and it is truly an interesting concept that I am looking forward to using! 

So as the snow is flying for the first part of winter here... toodles! ☺

PixelVR & Instagram

Hair: Grind by #Foxy

Head: Catya by Catwa

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Headgear: Grumpy Earmuff by NOIR

Mesh: Zephyr by Lydia @ Suicide Dollz

Tattoo: Crushy by RedFish @ Suicide Dollz

Pose 1: Thirsty 2 by FoxCity

Pose 2: Thirsty 3 by FoxCity

I could say all of whats happened to me, but I will save all my readers all the details. Needless to say my next move is coming up in a few days and I'm just excited to get it over with. Otherwise, I have a completely sponsor packed post today! I have to say... October is definitely one of my favorite months for blogging... it's usually December and October that take the cake. The best ideas/poses and other creations come out! I wish I could do creating, but this is the best I can do! Anyways, I have some Suicide Dollz in the last part of the round, and then of course I have some Deadly Nightshade with their new product horns and Crown aura exclusively at the Trick or Treat Lane! Then last but not least I have a new product from Pervette! I'm of course going to use this again...because this didn't do the jewelry justice but I couldn't resist the chains that were on this! My readers can snag this exclusively at the Black Fair! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Lilo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Makeup: Starry Eye Body Pain by MooLoo @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Top: STFU by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

Nails: Elektra Nails & Rings Set by **RE**

Chains: Delicate Cross Belly Chain by Pervette @ Black Fair

Skirt: Blown Out Skirt by Razor @ Suicide Dollz

Wraps: Bloody Bandage Feet Accessory by Astralia

Horns & Crown: Infernal Prince Horns by Deadly Nightshade @ Trick or Treat Lane

Particles: Shattered Particle by Deadly Nightshade

Pose: Thirsty 6 by FoxCity

Bleak and cloudy days mixed with lots of rain just equal winter anymore. Seems like we have totally skipped the concept of spring and fall this year. It's gross really. A brief summer and then a super hard winter which makes kind of a miserable year. I've had to occupy myself outside as much as possible. Then of course when it gets too hot and too cold you can't go outside so it's just D:.

Anyways, I've got some new goodies from Suicide Dollz today! It's course more Halloween themed but I managed to put my own spin on it :P

Hair: Lilo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Holographic Eyeshadow Phoenix by [LeLuck] @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Jacket: Plastic Bomber Jacket by ISON

Tattoo: Clarissa Tattoo Henna by Nanika

Outfit: Kairo Outfit Cyber by Normandy @ Suicide Dollz

Nails: Elektra Nails & Rings Set by **RE**

Backdrop: Ghost Decor Boo Bitch by Candy Crunchers @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Cute But Psycho 3 by FoxCity

So after a stressful week of moving things and shuffling things.. I feel like I deserve to have some times to myself finally! I also noticed that I got a small cold :( Of course right?! Then we have my puppy who is misbehaving all the time. This dog is adorable and I love her to pieces but omggg we're getting her a shock collar O.O For the sake of all doors out there...

Anyways! I do have some more Suicide Dollz stuff! My readers can pick this stuff up exclusively at the Event! Happy Shopping ♥

Headband: Pearly Meowy by pr!tty

Hair: Adele by Limerence

Eyeshadow: Twinkle Eyeshadow Set by [LeLuck] @ Suicide Dollz

Head: Catya by Catwa

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Elektra nails & Rings Set by **RE**

Dress: Halia by sass @ Suicide Dollz

Xylobium by #Empire

Pose: Masked 7 by FoxCity

Are we ready for some Halloween stuff? Heck yas! Of course I've got more goodies to show off that I have been digging around in my inventory to match! Which by the way is what I enjoy doing... considering how much we all keep in our inventories, you might as well use what you have! So of course I have mostly Suicide Dollz here in this post, but I do have a couple of other sponsors today!! Yes they still exist I swear! First and foremost is the arm chains that I have which is from Pervette which my readers can get exclusively at the RLD Event! Then of course we have Something New with first pose that I am presenting here which is in a Halloween theme at the Posefair! My readers can snag those up the first day of October! Happy Hunting/Shopping! ♥

Crown: Moon Headdress Uranus by Tableau Vivant

Hair: Reyane by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Twinkle Eyeshadow set by [LeLuck] @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: The Fortress Tattoo by MooLoo @ Suicide Dollz

Arm Chains: Bond by Pervette @ RLD Event

Rings: Luxy Rings Set by **RE**

Nails: Ennata nails Pro Palette by CAZIMI @ Suicide Dollz

Corset: Orianah Corset by .:MMC:. @ Suicide Dollz

Panties: Celly Panties by Pacagaia @ Suicide Dollz

Pose 1: Fall Time by Something New @ Posefair

Pose 2: Lippy 7 by FoxCity

Right now I'm trying to imagine a paradise within my own personal hell at the moment. It keeps me going and it also helps me imagine something better and something to aim for at the same time. It's funny how this cycle of good follows with bad as well, I kind of wish this cycle could break... but there's only so much I can do. Yet, I am the one to break it. Makes sense right? Right. 

Anyways... I have some new goodies from Suicide Dollz! That's right! It's getting to be the month of October and sure shooting enough we have some more goodies! I have to keep this short because once again I am unpacking and oh my goodness it's taking forever! -_- Happy Shopping! ♥

Hair: Ophelia by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Twinkle Eyeshadow Set by [LeLuck] @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

BodySuit & Boots: Bones by *LuLu* @ Suicide Dollz

Rings: Luxy Rings Set by **RE**

Nails: Ennata Nails Pro Palette by CAZIMI @ Suicide Dollz

Tattoo: The Frotress by MooLoo @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Sits VOL2 2 by FoxCity