The Rosy Side of Things

I feel like the flowers in this vase

He just brought 'em home one day, "Ain't they beauitful?" he said

They been here in the kitchen and the waters turnin' gray

They're sittin' in the vase but not they're dead, dead flowers

He Ain't feelin' anythin' 

My love, my hurt or the sting of this rain

I'm drivin' through a hurricane

All he can say is, "Man ain't it such a nice day?"

Hey, hey, I guess we'll just go to waste

Like dead flowers

Even though I've been kind of sick lately, I have been enjoying cleaning up my room (yes I can be a clean freak before I go somewhere or on a trip... I just prefer to have a clean room when I come home). I am super excited for my cruise that is coming up and even though I will probably just be relaxing for a good five days, I will still enjoy myself. That and I enjoy history and enjoying experiencing new cultures. I might not have any sponsor items for my readers today, but I am just trying to have a fun post for today. I probably won't do a New Years resolution either because lets face it, no one ever sticks to that. So I am just going to live day by day and hope it works out... even though it is totally not how I operate. Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Gail by Limerence

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Smokey Eyeshadow & Lashes by Euphoric

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Elektra Nails & Rings by **RE**

Tattoo: Bomb Fire by Identity

Top & Bottom: Safia Set by OSMIA @ N21

Heels: Venus Platform Sandals by Gos @ Luxe Box

Pose: Hot 3 by FoxCity

I am not much in a talkative mood, but for those of you that celebrate... Happy Holidays. I have a few things from my sponsors today that my readers will enjoy! First and foremost is the outfit that I am wearing is from 1 Hundred! My readers can get this at the Designer Showcase in the classic 1 Hundred colors! Then of course we have this pose which is from Something New! My readers can catch this exclusively at the Gacha Good Winterfest! Happy Shopping and enjoy the utterly cold weather! ♥

Hair: Carlie by Damselfly

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Smokey Eyeshadow by Euphoric

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Rings: Luxy Rings by **RE**

Bracelet: Snowflakes Hands Jewel by Astralia

Outfit: Every Breath by 1 Hundred @ Designer Showcase

Heels: Catmint by Empire @ Luxe Box

Pose: I Saw Mommy Kissing A Snowman by Something New @ Gacha Good

A blizzard is what we have been getting and which I have been able to enjoy for the past couple of days! At least up here where I am living I am going to have a White Christmas which is what most of the people where I live have been wanting. While watching everyone attempt to drive and almost crash into me from lack of driving on snow (and should honestly have their licenses revoked because you can't drive in a four season state then why have a license... ) I am convinced that it is about time to start putting myself into the Christmas cheer. 

I have a sponsor item for my readers today! The outfit that I am wearing is from 1 Hundred and my readers can get this exclusively at the Winter Trend event! Then of course next up we have this snow that I am using which is from a dasher that my readers can use! This particular animation that I took a picture of is for the end of the dash, but it's a huge flash of light with snow trailing behind when you dash. My readers can get this from Deadly Nightshade which is exclusively at the Yule Bazaar event! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Gail by Limerence

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeliner: Lined-Up by The Face

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Outfit: Sweetie Sweater Set Lilac by 1 Hundred @ Winter Trend

Tattoo: Midnight in Paris by White Widow

Rings: Luxy Set by **RE**

Bracelet: Snowflakes by Astralia

Heels: Tropaeolum by Empire

Pose: Candy Cane 3 by FoxCity

Sleds: Christmas Morning by O.M.E.N.

Snow: Demeter's Sorrow by Deadly Nightshade @ Yule Bazaar

When having a really bad set of days there has to be a hobby where I am going to lose myself in it and just have some kind of fun. These last few days have been hell for me, with work scheduling me during the week, keeping me from scheduling important things and continuing my studies in college. With the help of friends, I am keeping my last shred of sanity and trying to make the best choices for my life. 

Today I have a sponsor item from Something Erotic! Normally this is a two person pose, but my friend is out for the Christmas season so her and I will do another pose some other time! My readers can get this exclusively at the main store of Something Erotic! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Gail by Limerence

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeliner: Lined-Up by The Face

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Midnight In Paris by White Widow

Outfit: Lingerie Victoria by ViSion @ Luxe Box

Heels: Tropaeolum by Empire

Pose: His Christmas Decoration by Something Erotic

As the holidays come closer, I become more stressed. My job is more hectic, I have many more things on my to-do list, and of course I am finding less time to just relax and tell myself 'good job'. Sometimes the holidays for some people aren't cheerful and full of joy... sometimes it's a reminder of the people that aren't in our lives anymore or the family that isn't as close. If you have a friend who has one of those issues in their lives, do what I do and smother them (in your own way of course) with love and make sure they aren't alone during the holidays. I also want to add that the holidays are about family and being together with people that care about you. NOT presents. With the job that I have I see people that have this twisted sense of morals regarding holidays. Sure, a gift might be nice but all that really matters is spending time with the ones you care about. Money or not. 

Today I have a sponsor pose for my readers which of course is from Something New! If y'all don't already know already... Ally is the best when it comes to Halloween and Christmas poses! Not only does she keep her old poses (which are great) but she always keeps adding to her list even though some places actually redo their poses and just keep recycling ideas (boring). My readers can snag this cute pose exclusively as a group gift at the main store of Something New! Just join the group for free and have opportunities to get some awesome poses each month! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Gail by Limerence

Head: Catya by Catwa

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Dress: Cha by Blueberry

Heels: Tropaeolum by Empire

Pose: Just One More Bauble by Something New

Deer: Winter Decor Lighted Deer by Dust Bunny

In your eyes, there's a heavy blue

One to love and one to lose

Sweet divide, a heavy truth

I wanna feel the way that we did that summer night

Drunk on a feeling, alone with the stars in the sky

After a long day of work, potentially getting violently ill... and other people in my household not washing their hands or trying to NOT get the other people ill... Can you tell I'm just a little ticked? On the bright side... I got my first paycheck at my new job! Which that means that there is a silver lining to my really long and bad sicky day. In the meantime, I am going to still reach for that inner confidence that somehow hasn't left me! 

Then of course my sponsors today, we are going to start off with the pose that I am using which is Something Erotic! My readers can snag this at the main store! Then we have these cauldrons that are in the background that are from Deadly Nightshade! My readers can snag this exclusively at the Yule Bazaar! Last but not least then I have this choker that is from Pervette, my readers can get this exclusively at the Winter Trend! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Gail by Limerence

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeliner: Lined-Up by The Face

Choker: Epoch by Pervette @ Winter Trend

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Rings: Deer Skull Bento Ring by Swallow

Pose: Naked Wreath by Something Erotic

Cauldron: Yule Cauldron Frozen by Deadly Nightshade @ Yule Bazaar

We can do anything all your wildest dreams

Goin' up in my room

I know you a freak

Then go to my room

You all I wanna see

Come follow me straight to my room

I am feeling that confidence that always stays beneath the surface and I have decided to put it into a post while I am enjoying the bliss of it. I have triumphed today and got one of my biggest worries put to rest. So that calls for celebration! In the sexiest kind haha! I know this is out of my normal, but that's what uniqueness is for after all... letting go and having fun!

Helping me do so is my sponsor 1 Hundred! My readers can grab this sexy outfit that I am wearing at the main store of 1 Hundred! It is revamped, and ready for your shopping pleasures! Then of course the pose that I am using is from Something Erotic! I requested this one because I knew I'd love to use it! My readers can get this from their main store as well! Happy sexy shopping! ♥

Hair: The Countess by Exile

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeliner: Lined Up by The Face

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Outfit: Petite Lace Black by 1 Hundred

Rings: Luxy Rings by **RE**

Pose: Impassioned 4 by Something Erotic

I walked across an empty land

I knew the pathway like the back of my hand

I felt the earth beneath my feet

Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?

I'm getting tired and I need someone to rely on

I came across a fallen tree

I felt the branches of it looking at me

Is this the place we used to love?

Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing, where have you gone?

I'm getting old and I need something to rely on

And if you have a minute, why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go somewhere only we know?

Somewhere only we know

Oh simple thing where have you gone?

I'm getting old and I need someone to rely on

So tell me when you're gonna let me in

I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute, why don't we go

Talk about it somewhere only we know?

This could be the end of everything

So why don't we go somewhere only we know?

I have found that the comfort of animals is one that I prefer to actual people sometimes. I remember a time when I was in high school that a friend of mine in my varsity orchestra let me come to her stables out of the city. I got to ride horses and relax from the problems that were going on at home. There is nothing more calming then bonding with a horse, grooming them, riding them and of course comforting. In the meantime I find comfort in music which might seem depressing to others, but helps me clear my mind.

I have a sponsor item for my readers today! It is also quite the Wintery post! The pose that I am using is from Something New which is exclusively at the Winterfest event! My readers can use four different reindeer in a gacha that is set up at the event! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Gail by Limerence @ Winter Trend

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Lined Up by The Face

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Top: Pearl Fur Top by United Colors @ Winter Trend

Pants: Luxe Box September by Blueberry

Rings: Luxy Rings by **RE**

Heels: Tropaeolum by Empire

Pose: My Reindeer Blitzen by Something New @ Winterfest

They say that true love hurts

Well, this could almost kill me

Young love, murder

That is what this must be

I would give it all to not be sleeping alone

The life is fading from me

While you watch my heart bleed

Young love, murder

That is what this must be

I would give it all to not be sleeping alone

Why is it so damn hard to look cute on purpose? Lol. I must have worked on this outfit for a good while before I decided screw it, and went with something that just felt right. Just shows that sometimes you can't force things to happen, just let them go or just let it happen. Talk about deep right?! Good lord. Anyways, I was in a Kesha mood tonight and Kesha tends to be my guilty pleasure artist when I'm feeling in a mood. I wish I still had that innocence that I had when I was younger and thought the world was a better place to be.

I also have a sponsor item for my readers tonight! The chains that I have on my legs are from Pervette that my readers can get exclusively at the Paying It Forward Event! Happy Shopping ☺♥♪

Hair: Ginervra by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Lined-Up by The Face

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Dress: Wednesday by Foxes

Rings: Luxy Rings Set by **RE**

Chains: Exotic Leg Chain by Pervette @ Paying It Forward

Pose: Glitz 4 by FoxCity

As the days get colder my skin gets drier... (I know what you're thinking here.. "Why the hell is the conversation going there?" Just wait) the top of my hands are bone dry and actually flaking from how dry it is up here in South Dakota. I decided to put a cream on it to help hydrate them again.. 30 seconds later I am breaking out like I had a hundred little fire ants biting me (trust me, be happy if you have never had a fire ant bite you... you would never forget it). So that was great to know that I am developing allergies at the ripe age of 23! Talk about a way to learn that I should just stick to regular hydrating cream and not scented stuff! Or at least.. throw out my old bottles! Anyways, this is one of my favorite Christmas songs... yes I like the rapey Christmas song as one of my dear friends would call it. All I know is that when I sing this song I have the perfect bluesy voice for it... which matters to me quite a lot (if you have read previous blog posts you would understand why). 

Anyways, today we have a sponsor item from Something New today! Ally always delivers when it comes to the fun Christmas poses and I can rely on her for something different from the normal! My readers can grab this pose that I am using at the Baby It's Cold Outside hunt! The hint for this is... Nothing like a hot COFFEE when its cold outside mainstore. Happy Hunting~♥

Hair: Wind by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Lined Up by The Face

Rings: Luxy Rings by **RE**

Bracelet: Snowflakes Hands Jewel by Astralia

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Necklace: Frida by Supernatural

Top: Asturias Shirt by ISON

Jeans: DWL Classic by Blueberry

Heels: Tropaeolum by Empire

Pose: Baby It's Cold Outside by Something New @ Baby It's Cold Outside Hunt

Bunny: Bunny helps with the Decor by Half-Deer

Birds: Black Baby Birds by Half-Deer

We said we'd walk together

Baby come what may

Back from the twilight

Should we lose our way

As we were walking

A hand should slip free

I'll wait for you

Should I fall behind wait for me

Swore we'd travel together

Darlin' side by side

We'd help each other 

Stay in stride

Each lover steps on

So differently

So I'll wait for you 

Should I fall behind wait for me

Everyone dreams of

A love lasting and true

You and I know what this world can do

So let's make ourselves be

That the other may see

And I'll wait for you

Should I fall behind wait for me

I remember this entire Faith Hill album... I practically grew up singing this. Sometimes the songs that you grew up with fit your mood completely. On a totally oddball note... I have had exactly four butter sandwiches today! Now, you might be asking why on earth would someone be eating THAT. Well, I am not trying to cause a heart attack.. I just simply don't have enough money and am using what is around the place which is bread and butter! Yep... bread and just butter. That is a butter sandwich! Yeah, puke all you want... it is my life blood right now! Lol. I am feeling more in a black and white kind of mood, I guess lately I have either been super happy or super sad... so I kind of wish I could be this blend of the two instead of the extremes. Alas, you can't always get what you want! Yes... I'm singing that song now. Oh my Lord I'm ADD tonight!

So I have this pose that I am using which is from my sponsor Something Erotic! My readers can start digging into their Christmas packs, which if my readers have followed me for awhile... you'll know that Ally absolutely LOVES Christmas! I'd say Halloween would come first... then Christmas for her! Lol. My readers can get this in the Something Erotic part of the main land! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Lady by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Empire by The Face

Earrings: Taeyeon Earrings by .random.Matter.

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Tesis by White Widow

Outfit: Cookie by Blueberry

Nails: Elektra Nails & Rings by **RE**

Heels: Snapdragon by Empire

Pose: Ho Ho Sexy Ho 2 by Something Erotic

That moment when your good friend decides, "Hey Rosy, we need a new picture now... ours is old as dirt." LOL. So of course I obliged and had her practically pick out an outfit for me because I was feeling lazy and I love her to death. As part of the Christmas spirit I enjoy doing collabs with my friends because not only is it a fun memory of wondering why you aren't wearing panties...but that's part of the fun, wondering the many things! If there's one person I can count on to join me in a photo it would be this chick! Plus, she is a great addition to cuddle with :P As I am tired out from my RL job... I am going to keep this shorter than usual!

Alright so I've got a few things from my sponsors that I need to mention! First and foremost is the snowflakes that are around us! They are a store release from Deadly Nightshade that my readers can use as a typer or just wear! My readers can pick these cute things up at the main store of Deadly Nightshade! Then of course I have this choker that is an exclusive from Pervette only at the Sad November Event! Happy Shopping ♥

Rosy

Hair: Jackie by Doe @ Tannenbaum

Holly: Waiting For Holidays Headpiece by Astralia @ Tannenbaum

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Lined Up by The Face

Choker: Autumn by Pervette @ Sad November

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Elektra Nails & Rings by **RE**

Outfit: First Snow by Punk Justus

Tights: Fishnet Tights v1 by Nena

Snowflakes: Winter Effects by Deadly Nightshade

Meli

Hair: Holli by .Olive.

Piercings: Bento Piercing Set 01 by Suicidal Unborn

Rings: Ilaria by Elise

Nails: Compatible Nails system by Astralia

Outfit: Kiss My Nose by Punk Justus

Pose: Friends 91 by Focus Poses