The Rosy Side of Things

I have some important news for my readers. I am taking a leave of absence for the near future. Am I okay? No. Which is hard to admit, but I'm really not. This much needed break is because my levels of stress have reached an astronomical high, and I'm not coping with it the way that I should. I'm done trying to deny that it exists and deluding myself into thinking that I can do this myself and continue on the path I've been on. It wasn't until I was driving home after a four hour shift at work and I realized about three or four times during that very short drive that I couldn't recall how I got there and if I had run lights or anything. It honestly scared me. I've been to the doctors way too many times to count in the last couple of months all due to stress induced infections, sicknesses, fractures and more. Basically my body is screaming for me to give myself a break. If I'm not careful I'm going to really permanently damage myself.

Will I come back? You can bet on it. I just need to focus on me for a bit.

Will you be on SL? Probably not much at all. The way to get a hold of me if you want to would be through my avies FB.

What about your sponsors? I am SO appreciative of them! They are the bread and butter of my blog. We will see if they will take me back after my LOA or if I need to make some new connections. No hard feelings on my part though, I just appreciate the opportunities I was given and I enjoyed them while I had them.

As my last hurrah for awhile I've done this blog post for you guys. The outfit that I am wearing is a new design that my sponsor 1 Hundred has made! Check them out in their main store! Happy Shopping everyone, until next time ♥

Hair: Joy by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeliner: Royals Liner by sixx

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Brutal Combat by Identity Body Shop

Outfit: Stone Cold by 1 Hundred

Pose: Hella Cute VOL 2 5 by FoxCity

One has the trots... and I have an infection :( Winter isn't going as planned as I can see. As my partner is playing with my adorable dorkus of a dog... I am trying to not be nauseous from the medication I have been put on for the next seven days. So forgive me if my posts aren't very up and happy. There's only this last day for this round of Suicide Dollz! Catch it while you can!

Update - Was throwing up all night with other unmentionable things D: Woke up with a fever as well... was a rough day. Sorry about the late post y'all.

Hair: Lilo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Royals Liner by sixx

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Outfit: Dana Set by Blueberry

Tattoo: Wish by RedFish @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Oki Doki 7 by FoxCity

I made a fancy looking post, but I don't have anything fancy to say today. I will say at least though that we have some new goodies from Suicide Dollz! I've got a busy day ahead of me so I'm sorry to keep it short ♥ Happy shopping!

Hair: JoJo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Royals Liner by sixx

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Necklace: Soiree Necklace by Pixicat

Rings: Luxy Rings by **RE**

Nails: Rock Nails by Astralia

Dress: Clarette by Zephyr @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Breather 7 by FoxCity

So Winter Storm Harper decided to be an a-hole and make the plains of South Dakota a frozen wasteland.... the only thing that irks me is that the schools here are letting the children go.. back in my day it would have to be -16 during the day or the snow would be impeding people getting their cars out in order for schools to let out. I guess the school system is a bunch of pussies now Lol. Little brats. Anyways, I've got a set from Suicide Dollz that is sure to please my kinksters! Get it before it's gone! ♥

Do Re Mi ♥ For my close friend

Hair: Gwendalynn by Spellbound

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Royals Liner by sixx

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Mystic Rose by Taox Tattoo

Chain: Smile by Pervette @ Vanity

Outfit & Accessories: Bird by {LP} @ Suicide Dollz

Pose 1: Thirsty 6 by FoxCity

Pose 2: Editorial V2 1 by FoxCity

I'm sorry that I"m not super duper talkative tonight, I'm currently typing and playing with a needy puppy as well. She's been feeling a bit sad because of our work schedules and so I try to stay up with her as long as I can and give her some much needed attention. As well as text my partner while he's at work during his night shift. I'm exhausted so I'm going to cut it short tonight.

I've got some goodies for my readers during the last day of the round! So go get these before they're gone!

Hair: Rumor by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeliner: Royals Liner by sixx @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Misery by I&R @ Suicide Dollz

Outfit: Dress Manou by SySCa @Suicide Dollz

Rings: Maeve Bento by {Curve} @ Suicide Dollz

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Pose: Breather 1 by FoxCity

As I am sitting here in a laundromat, I can't help but think of how much stuff I actually do on a day to day basis. That I might actually deserve a break every once and awhile instead of putting my days off as days to do everything. I'm just not used to actually helping myself and putting forth the effort to actually relax. Seems strange right? That's my life so far. Endless work (and barley enough hours to float and to not send myself to the hospital at the same time), countless amount of cleaning, chores, daily life, not seeming like a recluse to other people, and of course spending time with my partner and loving, darling baby Roxy. Hopefully I'll start falling into a system soon.

Anyways, I've got some goodies for my readers as well!

Hair: Lilo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeliner: Royals Liner by sixx @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Outfit: Sexy Oxania by SL @ Suicide Dollz

Tattoo: Text Me by RedFish @ Suicide Dollz

Heels: Fairytale Platforms Black by Vale Koer

Pose: Naughty & Nice Prop 6 by FoxCity

If there is one positive to this snow storm, it would have to be that somehow my stuff gets done. I am super productive and I just can't help but be so. Even if I don't want to be. The wins that I have today are just getting the dog some new bedding, finding out dates, seeing how expensive stuff is and of course returning things as well. The only thing I haven't achieved yet would be figuring out why my phone isn't working again.. probably has to do with the fact somehow it ended up smashed into my camper door as the wind was trying to take the door away. 

I of course have some last minute goodies for those who want to ring in the new year! So this is the last day to get those gacha goodies from Suicide Dollz! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Diamond by ISON

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Eyeshadow YVI by LeLuck @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Outfit: Drunk NY Gacha by THIS IS WRONG @ Suicide Dollz

Tattoos: Diva by RedFish

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Heels: Sophia by Cheeky @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Thirsty 6 by FoxCity

Ah nothing beats Winter Storm Eboni and her freezing rain, wet snow, dry snow and of course you can't forget the endless rain. So while I'm wishing that my trailer didn't have covers on the windows, I can survive through the winter if that means that I will be warm! I am also not looking forward to braving the highways and streets tomorrow early morning to go to work. Oh well, that's living in South Dakota right? What's a bit of snow in the winter time compared to an actual disaster? Lol basically I'm saying that we're used to this... the only part of this storm that is a real threat is the ice and the intense winds. 

Anyways, I do have some more goodies from Suicide Dollz! This latest round still has some non Christmas goodies that my readers can snag up! Also I have this pose and pose set that I am using which is exclusively made by Something New! My readers can snag this multiple pose & pose set at the Vogue event! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Oceana by +elua+

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Eyeshadow YVI by LeLuck @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Outfit: Isabella by sass @ Suicide Dollz

Heels: Sophia Heels Black by Cheeky @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Her Secondlife Emotions 2 by Something New @ Vogue

With the impending winter storm coming upon us here... the only thing to do is to actually celebrate Christmas for what it is and hope that we aren't actually getting 16 inches of snow. So not only are we preparing for dinners and other fun things to do, but to also brave the impending snow and winter weather that looks like has finally come. I guess the end of December finally brings the proper weather.

I do of course have some more things from Suicide Dollz that my readers can come snag! My readers can get this before the round is over a couple days before the end of the month! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Bree by Limerence

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Eyeshadow YVI by LeLuck @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Earrings: Claire by Joplino

Necklace: Fenicottero Necklace by Astralia

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Dress: Santa Dress by I<3F

Shoes: Shoe with Chain (Lace Bodysuit and shoes with chain by SL @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Lean 4 by FoxCity

I haven't had exactly the most cheeriest of Christmas's but I will say this. I wish that people around this time of year would just relax and learn to appreciate others around them. I am hoping and wishing y'all a good happy holidays and to appreciate those you have around you, and of course what you have already. The small things, the big things, and of course the stuff that we take advantage of in our normal lives.

I of course have some goodies for my readers on this Christmas of Eves. First and foremost is the items from the latest round of Suicide Dollz! My readers can snag this up before the end of the round is near! Then of course the pose that I am using is from Something New which my readers can snag at the main store of Something New at a discounted price for the sale! 

Hair: Octavia by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Eyeshadow YVI by LeLuck @ Suicide Dollz

Headpiece: Waiting for Holidays Headpiece by Astralia

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Dress: Peek a Boo Mini Dress Santa Bae by FnH @ Suicide Dollz

Shoes: Olivia Heels Thigh High Pack by Reign

Pose: Rudolph by Something New (Sale)

I'm not sure if I want the holidays to be over with... or just stay longer. While at my job I get tired of people asking me stupid questions and assuming that they know things more than I do, I realize that yes... I really do want Christmas to either be over with or people to actually understand the actual meaning of these holidays. I'm half exhausted right now from a very long shift and I have to go to the podiatrist in the morning because I have a spur in possibly both my feet and i need to verify that I will have this problem for the rest of my life.

I have some new goodies from Suicide Dollz that my readers can get from the new round! Happy shopping ♥

Hair: Teila by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Outer Space Shimmer Eyeshadow by LeLuck @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Sweater: Holiday Sweater by sixx @ Suicide Dollz

Pants: DWL Classic by Blueberry

Boots: Cozy Boots by OA-MEO @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: VOL2 4 by FoxCity

There's always one thing I wanted to do as a child and that was to Ice Skate. Michelle Kwan was my favorite Olympic ice skater to watch, but unfortunately I managed to land on my leg wrong when I was "pow-wowing" in the living room and bam. There went any dreams I had of doing ice skating ever again. So I turned my passion of wanting to ice skate into dancing when other people can't see me. Not only is it good exercise but of course it helps me from sitting on my butt all day on here!

Anyways, I had to make a separate post for this one because Something New (Ally) put these cute ice skating poses back out in her main store! This is just one of the poses my readers can purchase from her store, there are some couples and singles as well! I already had this pack saved away from years ago when she first debuted it in her gacha. So here we are again taking another stab at it! Happy Shopping ♥

Headpiece: Waiting for Holidays Headpiece by Astralia

Hair: Yuko by Truth

Eyeshadow: Manhattan Night Eyeshadow by Euphoric

Head: Catya by Catwa

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Top: Carly Sweater Jacket by Legal Insanity

Pants: DWL Classic by Blueberry

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Skates: Alissa Skates & Warmers by -KC-

Pose: Ice Skater F1 by Something New

I don't want to jinx anything, but I'm thinking this Christmas might be a warmer one than usual. I also have the problem of my dog started to be aggressively cuddly because she wants to watch videos with us so bad. She's got a very addictive personality I guess. I wish in a way that I could get paid to stay at home, but unfortunately that is not the case. I have to go out into the world that actually pays me money to which I am a wage slave for paying back things that are known as bills. Slavery at its finest if you ask me. 

Anyways, I have a few items from my sponsors today! First and foremost is the fun stuff from Suicide Dollz! This is the last week of this round so I'd get out there while you can! Items go like hotcakes! Then of course I have the pose that I am using which of course is from Something New! Something New is always a good pick for the holidays and my readers can snag this one at the Santa's Workshop hunt with this hint... "Search for me amongst the Christmas tree" Happy Shopping! ♥

Hair: Bree by Limerence

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: EveryDayMatt Eyeshadow Fiona by LeLuck @ Suicide Dollz

Earrings: Bat Earrings by #187# @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Diva by RedFish

Arm Chains: Raksha Arm Chain by Zaara

Wristlet by Alohomora Rings by Astralia

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Dress: Nelina Dress by Nana @ Suicide Dollz

Boots: Anaiya Boots by Reign

Pose: Just Give Me A Sec Santa! by Something New @ Santas Workshop Hunt

I went outside this morning to take out some trash and clean out my vehicle and I saw the most spectacular sight one could see in winter. The trees were frozen over and it was beautiful. Like an icicle forest. Most people in the winter opt to not be awake this early and go out and about walking to the dumpster, but I chose to. Even though I live in the city right now, it gives me a taste of what it's somewhat like to be out in the mountains with the trees all this way. Most people don't give winter a chance as a beautiful season, but it truly is... minus the black ice, sleet, and freezing rain. Just like any other season, there's always a downfall to it. So as the weather fluctuates and everything thaws, ices over then thaws again.. I am reminded of how animals have to deal with this everyday. If they can do it, surely I can as well.

I have a few items from my sponsors today that ought to get attention! First and foremost is this aura that I have about me which of course is a new mini magic hud called Spectrum! Deadly Nightshade has been working hard at it again and has come up with some fabulous ways to take on your opponents. There are a handful of options to choose from but of course I took the more picturesque route and stuck with the aura! This calming aura can either strike fear into your enemies or simply just make the other player know that you have the Spectrum hud on. My readers can get this from the Spectrum Event Exclusively! Then of course I have a few items from Suicide Dollz of course! If it weren't for them I couldn't have tied this photo together properly with this punk look! My readers can get these cool new items at the new round of Suicide Dollz! Then of course I have an honorable mention for Pervette with an oldie but a goodie of theirs! My readers can snag this item at the main store of Pervette! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Polly by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Everyday Matt Eyeshadow Fiona by [LeLuck] @ Suicide Dollz

Earrings: Dream Catcher Earrings by Astralia

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Hoodie: Kishara Black Hoodie by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Rings: Wings of Love by Code 5

Chain: Delicate Cross by Pervette

Shorts: Caro Shorts by Delirium

Boots: Jolly Sneakers With Garter by Pacagaia @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: On Point 4 by FoxCity

Aura: Spectrum Aura by Deadly Nightshade @ Spectrum Event

As the snow comes and goes everyone is panicking for the perfect Christmas gift. I know I do this every year about this time... but honestly. I feel like more people need to hear it. Christmas is about family and reconnecting with loved ones (if you want to make it religious then fine, I just opt out of that). Christmas isn't about who gets the most expensive gift, or the most gifts in total. It's about those that you love spending time with each other. Time is a precious thing and not everyone has that as a commodity. For me, Christmas is exclusive to close friends (who I haven't talked to in awhile), my dog, partner and my mother. Those are the people who love me the most and I just wish I could spend more time with them.

So! In light of today I have some goodies from Suicide Dollz (the dress), some cute new designs for garters from Pervette at the Kinky Event & of course the pose that I am using which is from Something New at the Gingerbread Men & Hot Cocoa Hunt with the hint of: The Gingerbread Man ran past you and out the door!!! Happy Shopping ☺

Hair: Tinsley by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Wristlet: Alohomora Rings by Astralia

Dress: Ella Set Black by SySCa @ Suicide Dollz

Garter: Luxury II by Pervette @ Kinky

Boot: Anaiya Boots by Reign

Pose: Can't Catch Me! by Something New @ Gingerbread Men & Hot Cocoa Hunt

I've been saying to customers that we've been lucky to have a small break from snow before December.. but damn here comes the storm! It hasn't hit yet where I'm at, but I'm going to find out how well my camper will do up against a snow storm! So I say bring it on, and lets do this! Anyways, while I am goading on a very fierce snow storm... I do have some goodies for my readers to soak up!  Today is the last day of the current Suicide Dollz round! So make sure to get in there and pick up these exclusive items before they are gone! Happy Shopping and good luck to us Northerners!

Hair: Bree by Limerence

Head: Catya by Catwa

Makeup: Soft Smoke Eyeshadow Jayleen by [LeLuck] @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Snow Flurry Body Pain by MooLoo @ Suicide Dollz

Dress: Trinity Rose Long Dress by Addams

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Rings: Alohomora Rings by Astralia

Stocking Heels: Esme Boots Black by CandyDoll

Pose: Made Up 1 by FoxCity

I was excited to see that butterfly wings were in the this round of Suicide Dollz! I have to say, I've never really found a decent pair of wings until now! Most are either horribly expensive or just not good at all... well my readers, I have a solution for you! These wings come with an amimated hud and of course some static poses! Sorry... I'm just really in love with these wings! I'm watching the snowflakes drop one by one outside, it's finally winter here! We got spoiled (since last winter was an eight month winter) and winter came late! Just hoping that it wont' last as long! My readers can snag these cute goodies I have at the Suicide Dollz event! Only a few days to go, so don't delay!

On another note... I got a huge stomach virus :s It sucks!

Happy Shopping ♥ 

Hair: Jenna by RunAway

Head: Catya by Catwa

Makeup: Soft Smoke Eyeshadow Jayleen by [LeLuck] @ Suicide Dollz

Piercings: Miriam Ears Piercings by **RE**

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Rings: Alohomora Rings by Astralia

Wings: Fairy Costume Wings by Razor @ Suicide Dollz

Outfit: Wendy by sass @ Suicide Dollz

Shoes: Bunnys by OA - M.E.O @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Observe 3 by FoxCity

I got my camper sized Christmas Tree up and went through all my decorations the other night. It was happy and sad at the same time going through all the memories I had made with loved ones and of course those that are deceased. I just have to make new ones... which also includes putting my baby (her picture) on the tree as well. Just have to keep my head up and realize that not everything has to be dwelled upon. Anyways, enough of my gloom and doom... I have an item from Suicide Dollz that my readers can pick up on the last couple of days of the event! The new round will start on the first of December so get shopping! ♥

Hair: Ciara by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Makeup: Empire by The Face

Piercings: Miriam Ears Piercings by **RE**

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Bomb Fire by Identity Body Shop

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Rings: Alohomora Rings by Astralia

Shirt: Steffanie Shirt by .Winged. @ Suicide Dollz

Pants: DWL Classic by Blueberry

Pose: Night Owl 3 by FoxCity

I did mention that I had a second post with my Twinnie right? Well of course I've got the goods right here! Something New of course helped sponsor this photo with another main store release! My readers can snag this at Ally's giant main store of Something New & Erotic! She has many a sexy/great pose to choose from especially with the holidays coming up there is always a good opportunity to have photos taken with ones you love. Happy Shopping ♥

CM:

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Head: Catya by Catwa

Hair: Chae by pr!tty

Top: Natalia Top Blue by adorsy

Bottoms: Natalia Denim Jeans Splash by adorsy

Shoes: My Bloody Heels by MIRUS

Piercings: Piercings Set 05 by SU!

Piercings: Bento Piercing Set 03 Nose Rings by SU!

Rosy

Hair: Lilo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Blouse: Shiva Blouse by Asteria

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Tattoo: Tesis by White Widow

Pants: DWL Classic by Blueberry

Heels: Sinful Shoes by Bishes Inc

Pose: Bite Of A Rose by Something New

Can't trust a cold blooded woman

 Boy, Don't you lie in her bed

You can't trust a cold blooded woman

She'll love you and leave you for dead

There's one thing you must understand

You can't trust a cold blooded woman

So this was a long time coming! Finally I was able to get a picture with my Twinnie CM! This is one gal who I can trust no matter what, no matter how long we are apart and of course we have this connection that surpasses states! It's good to have people like that in your life you know you can count on like that.We haven't actually gotten a proper picture for a good year now! Nothing like blogging to actually do this. As I am figuring out how to have a gaming computer in a camper and not trip breakers all the time, I have finally found the concoction to do it! So expect some more fun posts coming soon! Oh, also! There's another Twinnie post coming up tomorrow!! I couldn't resist but have two ♥

So my sponsor Something New of course came through and I have some sexy looking poses for y'all! First is this post with this pose! My readers can snag this sexy thing exclusively at the main store of Something New! Happy Shopping ♥

CM:

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Head: Koura by Catwa

Hair: Emily by Burley

Dress: Lilly Dress by [hh]

Piercings: Snakebites Set 05 by SU!

Piercings: Bento Piercing Set 03 Nose Rings by SU!

Rosy:

Hair: No Thanks by No.Match

Head: Catya by Catwa

Mask: Curiata Mask by Illusions

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Dress: BerryDoll by Blueberry

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Pose: Under His Spell by Something New


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