The Rosy Side of Things

There's one thing that has been keeping me going this entire week... the ability to come home and lay in bed at the end of the night. Sounds boring right? Well, considering I'm not exactly 'put-together' lately I'm perfectly happy with a date with my bed. I'm most definitely a mess, but I'm hanging in there. My only happy things are my classic rock and food. I definitely am dipping more into the music though. So today I have a Suicide Dollz packed post! Eat it up while it lasts! ♥

Hair: Lilo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Manhattan Night Eyeshadow by Euphoric

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Bomb Fire by Identity Body Shop

Rings: Spider Rings by Candy Crunchers @ Suicide Dollz

Top & Shorts: Sporty Crop Hoodies & Shorts by JACKALOPE @ Suicide Dollz

Heels: Candy by Fashion Addiction @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Play Ball 1 by FoxCity

Lighting: Body Light Color Mix1 by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

Backdrop: Backdrop Room3 by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

Tenacity...

"The quality or fact of continuing to exist; persistence"

That's the one quality I seem to be good at...even when I don't want to be.

Today for my readers I have more Suicide Dollz that will make everyone jump for joy! Then of course this timepiece that I am wearing behind my back is from Deadly Nightshade! My readers can snag up this rezzable piece exclusively at the main store of Deadly Nightshade! Last but not least I have a 1 Hundred item that happened to show up in Suicide Dollz for y'all! Happy Shopping ♥

Time Piece: Celestemporia Halo by Deadly Nightshade 

Hair: Polly by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Judging You by [Leluck] @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Bat As Hell by Koffin Nails @ Suicide Dollz

Tattoo: Brutal Combat by Identity Body Shop

Chains: Sexy Bra Chain by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

Corset: Debbie Corset by .:MMC:. @ Suicide Dollz

Skirt & Leggings: Bad Reputation by 1 Hundred @ Suicide Dollz

Shoes: Sasha Shoes by Fashion Addiction @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Hella Cute VOL2 3 by FoxCity

It has now come to me taking a super hot bath every day to control how my foot feels. Due to the nature of my work and the fact that a doctors note won't ever do me any good, I am stuck with the almost unbearable pain in my foot. That makes it hard to say yes to more hours when it is offered (and the fact that I need it)and makes me feel horrible and stressed out in the process. Hopefully one day I can find a way to deal with this or get it taken care of, but in the mean time I will just have to warm up a bath and keep at it. The power of positivity is a powerful one, the only issue with it is, you have to believe it. It's hard to train the brain to be positive from whence it was negative/pragmatic. Honestly though, at this point in my life. What do I have left to lose? I might as well get a head start and start blindly trying. The only sad thing about this is that trying isn't simply enough. You have to do.

Anyways, before I go on a dilemma tangent... I have a complete Suicide Dollz blog for my readers!! I love bringing my readers some odd looking photos that normally I wouldn't take. Thinking out of the box is what really helps me push in the blogging world. My readers can get all these exclusive items at the new round of Suicide Dollz! Of course I can't forget my sponsor Deadly Nightshade! I finally found a combination that would fit this cute star aura that I have acquired from them! It's moon and stars but you can get both as well! My readers can snag this exclusively at the Fantasy Faire event! Happy Shopping and cheers to relaxing in a tub while blogging! Lol. ♥☺

Hair: Selena by Neomenia @ Suicide Dollz

Catwa: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Smokey Eyes by [Leluck] @ Suicide Dollz

Lipstick: Victoria Lipstick II by LEVORE @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Kiss Tattoo by RedFish @ Suicide Dollz

Top: Lilly Top by {KIUKIU} @ Suicide Dollz

Panties: Takai Panties by Normandy @ Suicide Dollz

Rings: Plain Rings by Candy Crunchers @ Suicide Dollz

Nails: Asura by Suga-Suga @ Suicide Dollz

Heels: Jessica Shoes by Fashion Addiction @ Suicide Dollz

Aura: Moon & Star by Deadly Nightshade @ Fantasy Faire

Pose: Sass 4 by FoxCity

You'd think it's April right? Well... I guess not according to mother nature. Here where I'm at in South Dakota it is snowing. Completely and utterly snowing. With more to come the following week. Ffs give us some real spring weather already! I work at a retail store as well so when I see our ads for patio furniture I'm just laughing because no one is going to invest in that RIGHT NOW. Other than the shitty weather, I am going crazy not being able to get rid of these boxes that are still in my apartment. I just need bookshelves (at a certain height) and shelving as well. Then all these damn boxes will be gone! It's making me feel OCD.

Anyways! Today is a completely Suicide Dollz centered post. Some of these items I have in here will be reused again in another post so have no fear if it doesn't feature the item that well. Now I'm just going to tell y'all about the event itself since I have a TON of items bashed into this post. First and foremost. *squeals* So happy I made it to the Suicide Dollz Blogger list! Second of all, Suicide Dollz opens TODAY and this round will close the 20th @ 1pm SLT. Thirdly! I am featuring #Cranked#, Normandy, Nana, This Is Wrong, *PKC*, Sass, Fashion Addiction and Suga-Suga. Expect to see more of some of these... they have just become my new favorite things! Happy Shopping ♥

Background: Backdrop Messy Ultra Rare by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

Hair: Astra by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Top: Redia Top by Normandy @ Suicide Dollz

Pasties: Valka Black Pasties by Nana @ Suicide Dollz

Tattoo: Silenthill Tattoo by This Is Wrong @ Suicide Dollz

Piercing: The Key Belly Button Piercing by *PKC* @ Suicide Dollz

Pants: Mia Leggings by sass @ Suicide Dollz

Heels: Gilda by Fashion Addiction @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Patti Bento Pose 5 by Suga-Suga @ Suicide Dollz