The Rosy Side of Things

As I will be going into my second job tomorrow, I have anxiety of course but I'm also hopeful that it will help me take my mind off of things. There has been a lot of changes in my RL recently and adapting to them isn't exactly the easiest thing to ask of me. Just like with any new job I am aiming...

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Sometimes I get scared of the optimism that invades my mind... thinking it might be deceiving me from the truth.. when the reality is that there is no happiness and I'm just lying to myself. Horrible thoughts right? Imagine this on a daily basis... an hourly basis most days.. welcome to my mind. At least, welcome to my not-so-favorite side of myself. Then...

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For those that know me well....they would know that the Dixie Chicks are something I grew up on and sang on a daily basis. I was told as a child that I was going to grow up to be some amazing singer and that I was going to be the best. I never had any other expectation of myself but to sing, and...

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I love how sometimes you use one pose where it's supposed to be used for something completely different and now I have used it for something else! Needless to say I'm proud at how this picture turned out! Now, my Thanksgiving IRL wasn't ideal...but I can appreciate the beauty within the chaos that was the dinner with the family. I hope my readers...

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I know I've been very quiet this month but I've been working on myself and what I want in my life. Also, holidays are either a super happy time for me... or they are a reminder of what I've lost. The fact that I have both sides of the coin gives me a certain perspective on different things we take for granted and...

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For once I got a full eight hours of sleep! Hooray!!! I didn't exactly have my best night but I think I'll get over it soon enough. Today unfortunately is busy for me and I keep forgetting to do this and that! Someone give me a time machine please! I am stressed out, and beyond scattered for thought today. So I'm going to...

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There are moments where you just want to sit in front of the fireplace and just reflect on your life. In my case as of right now... I'm thinking about all the happy memories I have of singing Christmas songs and building snow forts/snow dogs/people. Those are the happy memories I always push to the surface this time of year when I start...

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I've got someone on my mind as I wait... and that's all I would ever tell my readers because those thoughts go into a deep hole! Lol. I've been reminded lately that friendship is everything, even when you are in a relationship friends are essential for keeping you steady and keeping you grounded. When shit hits the fan, that's when you can see...

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There comes a time in every friends history to just do a naughty picture together.. because why not? Now I realize that some people would say that this isn't naughty, or racy but... it is definitely out of my norm! I love getting my friends involved in my blogging and getting pictures with them! This was a new way for me to break...

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I remember the short time that I used to play the cello when I was in high school, it was my second favorite instrument. There is something about when a violin and a cello speak to each other that makes my heart sing. My fondest memories of the hell that was my high school career was in Varsity Orchestra and in Chamber orchestra...

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