The Rosy Side of Things

I wished for warmer weather... and I got it. At work we can't have enough fans around. Anyways, I guess I got my wish with warmer weather and sunshine! Anyways, I was jamming out earlier to a song that crept into my head. I know the photo doesn't really capture it but I figured why not. So today I have some more Suicide Dollz for my readers! To close the last day of May I have these items as the last round starts to come to a close. Make sure you snag them before they are gone! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Skye by !Oleander

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Smokey Eyes by [Leluck] @ Suicide Dollz

Lipstick: Victoria Lipstick II by LEVORE @ Suicide Dollz

Earrings: Miriam Ears Piercings by **RE**

Necklace: Soiree Necklace Silver by Pixicat

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Girl Boss Tattoo by Speakeasy

Lingerie: Thetis Lace Dress by [WitchCraft] @ Suicide Dollz

Thong: Morgana Harness by .epoch. @ Suicide Dollz

Heels: Tropaeolum by #Empire

Pose: Breather 7 by FoxCity

Day Five of Six days of work. Aiming for 40 hour week sucks. Especially with a horn in your foot. Now that I have kicked back a few shots of my favorite alcohol and cleaned up my place a bit (yes I clean when I'm drunk) I am attempting to focus on this blog post! I'm at half-fuck it and I just need to have some fun at this point! Of course I have Suicide Dollz for my readers tonight! I like how this picture turned out because of the classic theme to it... thanks y'all! I wouldn't have thought of this if it weren't for you sponsors! And of course... I had to put this song on. Because.. Santana + Chris Cornell = Heaven. Guitar Heaven. Lol Yes I'm drunk. TOODLES! ♥

Hair: Octavia by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Smokey Eyes by [Leluck] @ Suicide Dollz

Piercing: Gun Septum by #187# @ Suicide Dollz

Lipstick: Victoria II by LEVORE @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Girl Boss by Speakeasy

Dress: Wild by +Stigma+ @ Suicide Dollz

Nails: Stiletto Nails by Formanails

Heels: Esme Boots Black by CandyDoll

Pose: Night Owl 1 by FoxCity

Background: Backdrop X by Joplino @ Suicide Dollz

It has now come to me taking a super hot bath every day to control how my foot feels. Due to the nature of my work and the fact that a doctors note won't ever do me any good, I am stuck with the almost unbearable pain in my foot. That makes it hard to say yes to more hours when it is offered (and the fact that I need it)and makes me feel horrible and stressed out in the process. Hopefully one day I can find a way to deal with this or get it taken care of, but in the mean time I will just have to warm up a bath and keep at it. The power of positivity is a powerful one, the only issue with it is, you have to believe it. It's hard to train the brain to be positive from whence it was negative/pragmatic. Honestly though, at this point in my life. What do I have left to lose? I might as well get a head start and start blindly trying. The only sad thing about this is that trying isn't simply enough. You have to do.

Anyways, before I go on a dilemma tangent... I have a complete Suicide Dollz blog for my readers!! I love bringing my readers some odd looking photos that normally I wouldn't take. Thinking out of the box is what really helps me push in the blogging world. My readers can get all these exclusive items at the new round of Suicide Dollz! Of course I can't forget my sponsor Deadly Nightshade! I finally found a combination that would fit this cute star aura that I have acquired from them! It's moon and stars but you can get both as well! My readers can snag this exclusively at the Fantasy Faire event! Happy Shopping and cheers to relaxing in a tub while blogging! Lol. ♥☺

Hair: Selena by Neomenia @ Suicide Dollz

Catwa: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Smokey Eyes by [Leluck] @ Suicide Dollz

Lipstick: Victoria Lipstick II by LEVORE @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Kiss Tattoo by RedFish @ Suicide Dollz

Top: Lilly Top by {KIUKIU} @ Suicide Dollz

Panties: Takai Panties by Normandy @ Suicide Dollz

Rings: Plain Rings by Candy Crunchers @ Suicide Dollz

Nails: Asura by Suga-Suga @ Suicide Dollz

Heels: Jessica Shoes by Fashion Addiction @ Suicide Dollz

Aura: Moon & Star by Deadly Nightshade @ Fantasy Faire

Pose: Sass 4 by FoxCity

Not gonna lie, this is a pretty odd post. I put two things that normally wouldn't go with each other and married them! Lol. Yeah I'm odd like that. Not having the best day in the world but I can't say I'm having the worst either. Relationships are confusing with each and every new variable that comes into play, all I can do is try to figure them out and solve the equation the best I can. We all know how 'good' I am at my math skills... Anyways, today I have the new round of Suicide Dollz to present to my readers! Even as I am typing this I keep getting new stuff from the new round so expect more to come! This is just what I had on hand at the time. Then of course the shopping cart that I am borrowing is a pose from Something New exclusively at the Pose Fair! This is a two person pose/prop but I wanted to make it just a singles one for now. Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Polly by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyes: Eye Twilight Collection by BLOOM @ Suicide Dollz

Makeup: Smokey Eyes by [Leluck] @ Suicide Dollz

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Hangar 67 by Identity

Dress: Liza Body by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

Shoes: Barb Shoes by CULT

Pose: Rolling Down The Aisles by Something New @ Pose Fair

Background: Backdrop Stairway by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

I have this mix mashed style of country that I enjoy to listen to. It's the old sounding lyrics mixed with new ideas and more open to new ideals. I prefer not hearing anything pop mixed with country which is why I am a huge fan of the Pistol Annies, Miranda Lambert, Kacey Musgraves and Ashley Monroe (just to name a few). Anyways, as my boyfriend is sick and I am trying to relax my foot again (it's still acting up) and of course I couldn't' forget you guys and get some more of the event items out! So of course I have a couple of items from Suicide Dollz! First one is the dress and the jail that is provided with poses as well! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Polly by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Lined-Up by The Face

Earrings: Miriam Ears Piercings by **RE**

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Tattoo: Hangar 67 by Identity Body Shop

Dress: Kiley Dress II by .Winged. @ Suicide Dollz

Heels: Barb Shoes by Cult

Backdrop: Prison Set Female by Joplino @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Night Owl 3 by FoxCity

So... my RL mom has this thing for musicals and because of that I have these random songs that pop into my head at random! Today is one of those days as it is blizzarding outside in the middle of April! Yes, the middle of April. Looks like this storm won't let up, I can't get to work and I am utterly bored! Therefore, my readers get me and some interesting creations! I am plugging some more Suicide Dollz stuff today but have no fear! I have some Something New for my readers as well today! Fits the mood and of course... who doesn't like a bit of steampunk in their SL? My readers can get this pose that I am using exclusively from Something New at the brand new event round of TWE12VE! Then of course I added on some creepy looking Deadly Nightshade which my readers can get at the main store! Happy Shopping and stay indoors! The weather outside is frightful ;)

Bow: My Own Ribbon by Astralia

Hair: Ophelia by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Makeup: Lined - Up by The Face

Earrings: Miriam ear Piercings by **RE**

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Tesis by White Widow

Outfit: Outfit Bow by "SL" @ Suicide Dollz

Bird: 18. Sweet Birdie w waffle by Yokai

Nails: Bento nail #023 by *PL*

Boots: Sweet. Glitter Bone Crushers! by *Epic* @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Steam My Fantasy 1 by Something New @ TWE12VE

Bento Face Pose: Bento Faces Pose Hud by FoxCity

Aura: Mystic Goddess Auras by Deadly Nightshade

I tried to go a different route this time with a style that I normally don't touch upon too much. I hope y'all enjoy it! It's my second day off in a row and tomorrow I am going to work for about five days straight until my next day off! Wish me luck on not losing my feet (feels like that when I walk on one foot) for those days! Of course though, I do have some more items from Suicide Dollz for my readers today! The shape, dress and the boots are from the event so make sure you go and snag those quickly! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: JoJo by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Lined-Up by The Face

Body: Kimberly by Lilo's Fit @ Suicide Dollz

Dress: Neteta Dress by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

Tattoo: Bomb Fire by Identity 

Garter: Gacha Instinct Leg Chains by Pervette

Boots: GoGo Boots by Skittish @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: On Point 3 by FoxCity

'Cause I'm alright with a slow burn

Taking my time, let the world turn

I'm gonna do it my way, it'll be alright

If we burn it down and it takes all night

It's a slow burn

Old soul, waiting my turn

I know a few things, but I still got a lot to learn

So I'm alright with a slow burn

On the first day of my relaxation for my days off I am thinking about cleaning of all things. Yep, I'm pretty sure that I am becoming OCD. Today is also the day I find out if one of my big situations I have been having is going to be resolved. Anxiety? Yes. But, as my boyfriend constantly reminds me... I need to be positive in order to have a positive outcome. Just have to remember that and start believing it.

Today I bring my readers yet another post from Suicide Dollz! My readers can snag up these cute things exclusively at the new event! The items that are featured in this post are the outfit/pasties, belly button piercing, lower tattoo and of course the rose lights! Happy Shopping ♥

Hair: Bewkie by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Lined-Up by The Face

Piercings: Miriam Ears Piercings by **RE**

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Upper Tattoo: Bomb Fire by Identity

Rings: Delicate Ring Stacks by (Yummy)

Outfit: Valka Body & Pasties by Nana @ Suicide Dollz

Belly Button: The Key Belly Button Piercing by *PKC* @ Suicide Dollz

Lower Tattoo: Mahana 2 by RedFish @ Suicide Dollz

Bath: Bath Tub Prop by FoxCity

Pose: Milk Bath Vol 2 2m by FoxCity

Flowers: Metal Rose Lights by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

You'd think it's April right? Well... I guess not according to mother nature. Here where I'm at in South Dakota it is snowing. Completely and utterly snowing. With more to come the following week. Ffs give us some real spring weather already! I work at a retail store as well so when I see our ads for patio furniture I'm just laughing because no one is going to invest in that RIGHT NOW. Other than the shitty weather, I am going crazy not being able to get rid of these boxes that are still in my apartment. I just need bookshelves (at a certain height) and shelving as well. Then all these damn boxes will be gone! It's making me feel OCD.

Anyways! Today is a completely Suicide Dollz centered post. Some of these items I have in here will be reused again in another post so have no fear if it doesn't feature the item that well. Now I'm just going to tell y'all about the event itself since I have a TON of items bashed into this post. First and foremost. *squeals* So happy I made it to the Suicide Dollz Blogger list! Second of all, Suicide Dollz opens TODAY and this round will close the 20th @ 1pm SLT. Thirdly! I am featuring #Cranked#, Normandy, Nana, This Is Wrong, *PKC*, Sass, Fashion Addiction and Suga-Suga. Expect to see more of some of these... they have just become my new favorite things! Happy Shopping ♥

Background: Backdrop Messy Ultra Rare by #Cranked# @ Suicide Dollz

Hair: Astra by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Top: Redia Top by Normandy @ Suicide Dollz

Pasties: Valka Black Pasties by Nana @ Suicide Dollz

Tattoo: Silenthill Tattoo by This Is Wrong @ Suicide Dollz

Piercing: The Key Belly Button Piercing by *PKC* @ Suicide Dollz

Pants: Mia Leggings by sass @ Suicide Dollz

Heels: Gilda by Fashion Addiction @ Suicide Dollz

Pose: Patti Bento Pose 5 by Suga-Suga @ Suicide Dollz

'Cause the sky is finally open, the rain and wind stopped blowin' 

But you're stuck out in the same old storm again

You hold tight to your umbrella, Darlin' I'm just tryin' to tell ya

That there's always been a rainbow hangin' over your head

Oh tie up your bow, take off your coat and take a look around

Everything is alright now

It'll be all right

When I'm having a day off and I have the place to myself, I am more creative compared to when I'm stressed out and worrying about stuff/busy. I'm just happy that this photo turned out so well! In my opinion, I haven't really sat down and tried very hard to achieve a quality photo as of late. Time to change that! Also, as the bills have been paid for the month, I can finally start finishing up the last bit of things that are missing in the apartment! Horray! You guys have NO idea how much a mess drives me nuts. I'm not OCD or anything, I just like to come to my home that is clean compared to the chaos that is messy when I'm at work. Also, I'm getting over my sickness too! Things are finally looking up for me and I can see there's a light at the end of the tunnel. March sucked, but look at how what I have now! That is what I tell myself every morning. Positivity will keep me alive at this point! 

P.S. I'm trying to redo my land soon to some beachy/spring looks! Can't promise an immediate effect but I'll try to keep adding slowly! 

Anyways! I do have a couple of sponsor items for my readers today! First and foremost is a 'guest' sponsor! The necklace/earring set that I am wearing is from Allusions! My readers can pick up this set (which is fully customizable including resize options) at their main store or on their MP! Plus here's the best part... it's only 350L O.O. That's not only a bargain.. but that's just amazing! I do honestly love this set. You'll be seeing me using it again! Thanks for thinking of me Aunty Sabryne ♥ Then of course, I have this outfit which is of course a 1 Hundred release! My readers can snag up this sexy thing (which honestly I'd wear any day... looks comfy!) at the Suicide Dollz Event! Which speaking of... I got accepted to be a blogger for Suicide Dollz! I'm super excited and happy to be able to bring you items from that event ^_^. Keep your eyes open for more of those in the next round! Happy Shopping ♥

Ears: Cotton Usagi by + {aii}

Hair: Astra by Truth

Head: Catya by Catwa

Eyeshadow: Lined-Up by The Face

Nose Piercings: Shine Piercings by Pervette

Earring Piercings: Miriam Ears Piercings by **RE**

Lip Piercing: Elonore by Code 5

Necklace & Earrings: Dreamcatcher set by Allusions

Body: Lara by Maitreya

Tattoo: Adrasteia by Letis Tattoo

Nails: Scarabeus by Formanails

Outfit: Eat Me Set by 1 Hundred @ Suicide Dollz

Tights: Esme Boots Black by CandyDoll

Pose: What Gives 4 by FoxCity @ Blush